#203- kms

___ suggested a break up, my first thought was "what? no. Never. I wouldn't leave someone because of this." But then I thought on it for a bit and idk. I kinda hate her. I know I shouldn't. I know that's bad, but I just do. I don't know what to do, my current plan is to just... wait.
Whatever man my fucking tummy fucking hurts


-Dead Man
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#204- [GUY NAME]

so I told [GUY NAME] about my feelings towards him. I don't really understand them myself to be honest. He told someone that he gave up on loving me because I didn't like him the same, smth like that, idk. So I messaged him basically saying "I'm gay for you but never told you bc I didn't want to ruin things."
He rejected me. I didn't fucking ask him out. I don't not want to date him, but I didn't like- ask him to date or anything. He came up with reason after reason as to why not date instead of js rejecting me flat out. Worst part is he's been weird since then, I told him like a week ago and he's been barely talking to me since then. When we do talk it's weird. I miss him.
I wish I never said that faggot bullshit.


-Dead name
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