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#206- headache
Dec. 8th, 2025 08:16"the other night I cried while thinking about having sex with you, not out of desire or shame but some subconscious desire to feel pain. I wiped my tears on my face and neck and now the back of my ears. And said, 'Now it's sweat, now it's sweat, it's sweat now'"
Yesterday I was at Ian's house and her 6'5 dad was looming over her, asking for something while she was directly telling him no. I js kinda watched from afar. I later said that I was really scared he was gonna hurt her, to which he pointed out my attention seeking behaviours. I don't really know how like a "normal healthy family" works. Ian didn't get scared when the parents got home, people were talking to each other but like voluntarily, people would eat so casually and not get made fun of. CRAZY
-Dead Man
0829
Yesterday I was at Ian's house and her 6'5 dad was looming over her, asking for something while she was directly telling him no. I js kinda watched from afar. I later said that I was really scared he was gonna hurt her, to which he pointed out my attention seeking behaviours. I don't really know how like a "normal healthy family" works. Ian didn't get scared when the parents got home, people were talking to each other but like voluntarily, people would eat so casually and not get made fun of. CRAZY
-Dead Man
0829
