#103- Dm's complaining again

The only people who find me attractive are lying or severely mentally ill
straight up like I've dated people who like my personality so much that they can cope with my looks. It's fine though, I've low-key dated guys and it's kinda been like "yeah I'm in love with you, sure I can cope with the fact that your male" yknow?
at least it means I have a good personality...?
I was talking to a friend of mine who I genuinely don't think is ugly but most do and they know that. they were talking about how they know that anyone who is friends with them is friends with them for their personality and not their looks + they don't really mind how they look and are happy in life
channeling my inner that friend (it's not working)


-Dead Man
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#104- Dead Man wants his mom

I want my mom.
Not my real mom.
I want all the women that I've called mom throughout my life
I miss my friend who I've grown apart from, the one I used to call "Ma" and she would call me "little baby [real name]" since shes a few years older than me. I miss her.
I miss that one person who I secretary call mom and cry everytime she doesn't hit me for it
I miss all of those friends I "jokingly" call mom
I miss all of those grown women who would treat me as their own child when I was younger
I miss... idk, I've never had a real mom
greatful to every women who treats me like her son without the beating me part, thats cool of them


-Dead Man
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