#144- ___ in Drag

A pity she does not exist
A shame he's not a fag
The only girl I ever loved was
___ in drag
There is no hope of love for me
From here on I'll go stag
The only girl I'll ever love is
___ in drag

So stick him in a dress and
He's the only boy I'd shag
The only boy I'd anything is
___ in drag
I'll never see that girl again
He did it to make me happy
I'll pine away forevermore for
___ in drag


Its uh the super cool song but changed to fit my current... situation


-Dead Man
0200

#145- Overthinking

last night I forced (asked) Ian to guess how much I weigh. I was curious and like tired of her going “we probably weigh like basically the same”. she said basically what I had expected and said it was based off another guy she knows. I didn’t confirm nor deny but like ugh now I’m thinking about it. fucking thinking to much about how people see me- yknow how teenagers are. some people with ED’s will look at someone and immediately start guessing how much they weigh and ik they are sick and its not their fault but I never know who’s examining my enire body piece by piece.
Ian was like “do you seriously want me to guess?” and I was like “YEAH! MAKE ME CRY BABE!!” bbg knows I’m mentally ill. I love her


-Dead Man
1305