#167- "girl"

People have the tendency to think I'm a girl. I think it's my height+voice but idrk. It bothers me but not to much because they typically find out soon after by the way I act or by being corrected that I'm a boy. It REALLY bothers my dad though. He's always wanted a daughter. He has three sons and a diseased daughter. There are photos of her all over main house. I can see it in his eyes, he hates us for being men. The silence when someone hears he has a daughter and assumes its me is deafening. My bad brother and I are failed replacements. Replacements that were manufactured incorrectly. Our family is close to another one. They have two daughters that are a bit younger than my sister would've been. He treats them like his kids. He likes them more than me. I know it.


-Dead Man
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