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I took 300 mg of caffeine in 20 hours then had something similar to that small heart attack I had a bit ago. I might stop for a bit, plus the high after not taking for awhile is like non other.
So anyways, my friends bf and I are gonna meet soon. I'm uh nervous. More nervous he won't like me or I won't like him? who knows. Either way I have to act like I'm a real functioning human boy. sigh.
So anyways x2, when I was younger I told my mom I used to cut myself and she had a SUPER bad reaction. Like jesus, every time anything with her ever happens ever I just remember how much I don't like her
Arf arf
-Dead Man
2308
So anyways, my friends bf and I are gonna meet soon. I'm uh nervous. More nervous he won't like me or I won't like him? who knows. Either way I have to act like I'm a real functioning human boy. sigh.
So anyways x2, when I was younger I told my mom I used to cut myself and she had a SUPER bad reaction. Like jesus, every time anything with her ever happens ever I just remember how much I don't like her
Arf arf
-Dead Man
2308
