#40- cries

last night I was having like some ptsd shit from when I was raped then my brother asked me some stupid ass question to get my mind off it ("Which of the baby shark sharks do you think is best at hunting?") and it worked!!! mostly. Either way I'm so greatful for him. hes super pog and didn't make me talk about it at all.


-Dead Man
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#41- ugh

The devil couldn't reach me so he made me fall in love with someone whose better than me in everyway


-Dead Man
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#42- Arf!

I have cared so little about my education that know I don't... I don't fucking know anything. like, ANYTHING. I have used improper grammar so much that I don't even remember how to use proper grammar. Like yeah I'm better then lots of other teenagers, I can read a clock, uhh I have other examples I swear.
God shes so smart. I'm so not. she asked me what a math thing was so I googled it. I remember learning that in 7th grade, being more focused on other things than school and generally not caring about math.
Fuck I wish I was smart. Like I'm prolly slightly above average or smth but I'm not AMAZING. and because I'm not the best of the best, I feel like a failure.
Such a generic fucking thought.


-Dead Man
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