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People have told me "I wish you could see yourself that way I see you" and like idrk know how to take that but a big fear of mine is someone seeing me the way I see myself. I'm so fucking scared of HER seeing me naked. Like as if she'll immediately break up with me. Like as if she'll be like "oh wow Dead Man, I uh, I'm gonna go" I'm so fucking scared she'll just wake up one day, see me how I see myself and break up with me, she'll shit talk me to all her friends and they'll make fun of her for ever finding me attractive.
God this fear is so stupid even other people have told me such. The first time I meantioned it to her she was genuinely shocked (and slightly offended I would think shes so superficial which is fair) and when I told my good brother he reacted the same.
JESUS CHRIST DEAD MAN YOUR SO INSECURE. NO ONE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THIS INSECURE, LET ALONE DATE.
-Dead Man
1756
God this fear is so stupid even other people have told me such. The first time I meantioned it to her she was genuinely shocked (and slightly offended I would think shes so superficial which is fair) and when I told my good brother he reacted the same.
JESUS CHRIST DEAD MAN YOUR SO INSECURE. NO ONE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THIS INSECURE, LET ALONE DATE.
-Dead Man
1756
