"And it was just... it was taking over. I had no control. I didn't have the only thing I wanted. I didn't... I wasn't a person. No one saw me as one. and of course no one said anything to me. but I could just- they were- different. I was different. I couldn't really hide it, I tried but everyone knew. It was the only thing I had, the thing that saved me all those years ago ended me now. Thats o- Thats not okay. I wasn't supposed to do that I just didn't have a choice. It was the disease. The disease leaves no choice.
'Tell me. Now, is that because the snail is less intelligent? It's not. It's because the parasite's will to survive is much stronger than the snail's.'
I was there (at the range) and... had the uhh.. in my- my hands and just... I just couldn't uh.. take it. I couldn't. So. No one was shocked. Thats just the disease."
-DEAD Man
1945