#78- Dead Man is tired

Ugh. Dead Man hasn't really been socializing. He wants to... I want to. Evan keeps reaching out, he's trying, I don't even know why. Maybe he understands that I'm going through a rough time, maybe wants someone to talk to and for some reason chose me over all their other friends, maybe... I don't know.
I don't know why it's so hard for me to talk to people, my conversations with Evan inclued him trying his best and me staring at the screen not knowing how to cosplay as human anymore. Ian tells me he's worried about me, I wonder how I can convince him out of it. I tried reaching out to some of my other friends. I can't tell if I'm being to boring, they're no longer intrested in me, or I'm just seeing things that aren't there and our interactions are perfectly normal.


-Dead Man
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#79- hehe

first you think "that was weird, they didn't mean it, just an accident"
Then you realise they are doing something they won't admit to
You know it's wrong
You like the attention, you still want them to stop
You realize they won't.


-Dead Man
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