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#111- mom I'm tired
Aug. 2nd, 2025 00:06My um... shut in problem thing is getting worse. I went outside today, crazy derealization, crazy... uh.. words hard
anyways, I have new stretch marks which means I'm planning suicide. I was asked to seek medical care about this problem that I'm having but nothing will work. we know this. I'll try though. I'll try and fail to get hope. I have to try, right?
back to the shut in part. I have to get over this. I have to go to Ians house and Evans school event and the library and be a real person. I don't know how but uh yeah
God I am in so much pain. I am tired.
-DEAD Man
0011
anyways, I have new stretch marks which means I'm planning suicide. I was asked to seek medical care about this problem that I'm having but nothing will work. we know this. I'll try though. I'll try and fail to get hope. I have to try, right?
back to the shut in part. I have to get over this. I have to go to Ians house and Evans school event and the library and be a real person. I don't know how but uh yeah
God I am in so much pain. I am tired.
-DEAD Man
0011
