#114- before it got bad

my grandmas always been... old fashioned ig you could say
but before her dementia or whatever she has got bad I would go to her house everyday. I would beat her in connect four, help out around her house, complain about school, and js kinda chill in general. It was chill
I miss it
wtv who cares?


-Dead Man
1804

#115- learned hatred

the first time I viewed one of my classmates in a negative way is when my mother called my friend stupid. I didn't see her as stupid before that, I saw her as good at art, I didn't care how good at maths she was.
The first time I looked at myself in a negative way was when my mother assured me that when I hit puberty I won't be fat anymore, that was also the day I learned my body was something to fear.


-Dead Man
2022