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#128- Change
Aug. 19th, 2025 22:47Who knows if you'll guess correctly what this post is about?
Things changed. I don't like that things changed. They don't like that things changed. It's my fault really. I changed. I'm the problem. They probably are starting to hate me. I hate who I am. I am getting so cruel. Why? Literally why am I like this?
I thought I was js like... idk imagining things. But today I said sorry for being a dick and they said "ok" so uhhhh confirmation. They also asked if I still love them. I told the truth.
Why am I doing this? why am I hurting someone I love? why am I hurting someone as amazing as them?
I can't do this. I can't ruin what we have. "I can fix this I- I will fix this"
-unfortunately not Dead Man
2359
Things changed. I don't like that things changed. They don't like that things changed. It's my fault really. I changed. I'm the problem. They probably are starting to hate me. I hate who I am. I am getting so cruel. Why? Literally why am I like this?
I thought I was js like... idk imagining things. But today I said sorry for being a dick and they said "ok" so uhhhh confirmation. They also asked if I still love them. I told the truth.
Why am I doing this? why am I hurting someone I love? why am I hurting someone as amazing as them?
I can't do this. I can't ruin what we have. "I can fix this I- I will fix this"
-unfortunately not Dead Man
2359
