#116- don't read

This is a uhhh very 18+ vent post, you've... been warned

God I hate being a teenager. I'm so fucking horny it hurts like 80% of the time. I'm so jealous of Ian (hes ace), he was once genuinely shocked when I mentioned the so horny it hurts thing. Thats normal right...? I'm normal right?
God its the only thing I think about, I try not to but it's not like I can control it. I feel so. fucking. gross.
Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop.

I'm trying to get an appointment with one if my doctors, I'm pretty sure she can prescribe libido suppressants. would be a very weird appointment "hey woman I barely know, not a big fan of this horny teenager thing.... help?"


-Dead Man
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#117- begging

so ____ is basically begging me to get help. I'm... trying. I'm scared to, I think I'll get better... right? someone please tell me there's hope

so anyways, there are these two girls I hung out with as a kid. Our parents were friends so they would force us to hang out- yknow how it is. I never rlly connected with them, there was an age gap of a few years plus our personlities were quite different. Yet I liked playing with them. I never understood why as a kid but now I realize- they were the only kids I hung out with that didn't do anything sexual to me. like I only hung out with a few people as a kid (autism core) but for some reason they always did smth weird sexually.... I was a hot kid ig


-Dead Man
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